7.08.2012
5.21.2012
I want to make galettes for breakfast tomorrow.
Wow.
I wonder how many days/weeks/years does it take for me to forget about my Blogspot account each time I rediscover it. And mostly, the reason why I forget about it, I mean if I think about it it's sort of the ideal "social network", if I may call it that, for me! I spend all my time writing and documenting every useless detail of my life in the most random places on the most ordinary things such as napkins and envelopes and then forget about those things too and end up losing them forever, so why can't I write and document every single irrelevant thing that I think in an organized tidy way? Well, probably because that's my nature, to be an utter mess... Like right now for example, I get back my precious blog just at time for it to help me procrastinate my study duty for probably the most important test I will ever have to make! It's for college by the way, right now I'm lost in space (like Nyan Cat) without any school and I find it quite frightening. That's another thing; summer is just beginning, I'm out of high school and that's why I have to make it to some university; it's funny how all the posts in this blog are Polyvore sets I've been doing since 2010, and they all tend to be in summer time or back to school time or things like that, that's actually the only time I get the time to let go of my inner moodboard junkie online and create whatever I want on whatever network platform they have invented to date. Probably all this babbling doesn't help me a lot, I honestly don't think it's an outlet like those loose pages tend to be when I'm desperate to express what I'm thinking to myself, because nobody ever sees that, of course... Now that I think about it, that could be my problem with keeping an online journal like this, the fact that I share it and everyone can read it (not that anyone does) and probably sometimes your subconscious try to keep all those thoughts only for yourself, even though you're not aware of it. That's enough, I hope. I want to make galettes for breakfast tomorrow.
I'm not sure what this sakura tree has to do with the whole thing but it seems soothing. It's from Lolitas blog, one of my favorites.
I wonder how many days/weeks/years does it take for me to forget about my Blogspot account each time I rediscover it. And mostly, the reason why I forget about it, I mean if I think about it it's sort of the ideal "social network", if I may call it that, for me! I spend all my time writing and documenting every useless detail of my life in the most random places on the most ordinary things such as napkins and envelopes and then forget about those things too and end up losing them forever, so why can't I write and document every single irrelevant thing that I think in an organized tidy way? Well, probably because that's my nature, to be an utter mess... Like right now for example, I get back my precious blog just at time for it to help me procrastinate my study duty for probably the most important test I will ever have to make! It's for college by the way, right now I'm lost in space (like Nyan Cat) without any school and I find it quite frightening. That's another thing; summer is just beginning, I'm out of high school and that's why I have to make it to some university; it's funny how all the posts in this blog are Polyvore sets I've been doing since 2010, and they all tend to be in summer time or back to school time or things like that, that's actually the only time I get the time to let go of my inner moodboard junkie online and create whatever I want on whatever network platform they have invented to date. Probably all this babbling doesn't help me a lot, I honestly don't think it's an outlet like those loose pages tend to be when I'm desperate to express what I'm thinking to myself, because nobody ever sees that, of course... Now that I think about it, that could be my problem with keeping an online journal like this, the fact that I share it and everyone can read it (not that anyone does) and probably sometimes your subconscious try to keep all those thoughts only for yourself, even though you're not aware of it. That's enough, I hope. I want to make galettes for breakfast tomorrow.
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